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The End of A Relationship

The words

I left him.

He left me.

I got dumped.

I dumped him.

We broke up.

or even

We decided that we’re better off as friend (oh, seriously?).

all mean the same thing, don’t they? They just mean that your relationship with your boy/girlfriend is over; that it has been broken in one way or another; that the two, or most likely, (only) one of you got tired or maybe just bored of the other one; that one side just can’t take the relationship any further and decided to end it with whatever reasons.

Isn’t it funny how you could never start a relationship with only one person willing to take part in the relationship, but you could end it with only one person going away from the other one. Well, some people would say that one person could try to hold it back together or not letting the one one go anywhere, trying to keep the other side from slipping away, but we all know that the truth is, when one has decided to end the relationship, when one has decided to leave the relationship behind, the relationship is finished. (S)he has slipped away from your hand. Because when there is only one person in a relationship trying to keep everything in its way, while the other one is trying to get away, it is not really a boyfriend-girlfriend-kind-of-relationship anymore. It might still be a relationship, but rather it might be a someone-and-his/her-admirer-kind of-relationship, and both person in the relationship already know how it would end.

One could say whatever reasons to end a relationship, but for most of the times, it only sounded like “I just want this relationship to end” to the one who’s listening. And when you are that someone who’s listening, whether you decide to say “No way” or maybe “Okay,” deep inside, you know that everything is over.

Welcome 2012!!

Yes, here it came, the new year! Allright, allright, I know that I am a week late to give you a “Happy New Year” greetings. But oh well, who cares? It’s still January, and I still feel the new year atmosphere all around me. So, yeah, Happy New Year Everyone ๐Ÿ™‚

Talking about new year, just some days ago, one of my teacher at school asked the whole class to make our own new year resolution. I thought, yup, new year resolution, something that I always thought about every years but never actually make it. So, finally I made my first new year resolution, for this year. What’s in it? Here they are:

  • Pass the National Examination (UN) with good grades
  • Pass the College Entrance Test (SNMPTN) and get in to that certain faculty in the university that I want
  • Be more mature, discipline, diligent, and focus
  • Read more and write more ( I actually went to and set my 2012 reading goal to be 50 books ;))
  • Live a happier and healthier lifestyle
  • Keep good relations with those I love ๐Ÿ™‚

So, yeah, those are my 2012 resolution. I wasn’t actually going to post them here, but some people said that by telling your resolution to others, you’ll have more sense of responsibility to fulfill the resolution cause you’ll feel some kinda shame to other people who’ve known your resolution if you fail. I guess they’re right in some sense. Don’t you think so?

Allright, I guess that’s enough for now. Hope I’ll have enough passion to write my next post soon. Bye for now!

Keluhan Peruntut Halaman-Halaman Ilmu

tak usah heran bila di sajak ini kau temukan kebosanan yang pekat

tak usah heran bila di sajak ini kau temukanย kejenuhan yang tak tertahankan

aku tahu. memang kejenuhan ini yang sedang ku keluhkan

jenuh yang menjadi sebab kematian hormon hormon serotonin otakku

memang kebosanan ini yang melekat erat di setiap halaman tipis yang ada

membawa sinyal penolakan yang kuat setiap aku coba tenggelamkan diri dalam lautan kata

yang kadang orang panggil dengan nama ilmu

memang tak kutemukan bara semangat yang melonjak-lonjak

di hempasan paragraf demi paragraf yang datang tanpa jeda

berdiskusi satu sama lain dalam bahasa asing

mengenai senyawa senyawa ion kompleks atau apalah namanya

tak usahlah kau tanya aku

bahkan ku yakin para jenius kelasku pun sedang terkantuk-kantuk

meruntut kata demi kata di lembar-lembar putih yang identik dengan yang ada di hadapanku

atau mungkin merekapun sudah terlelap dengan buku tebal ini dalam genggaman

ah sudahlah

menuliskan kejenuhan ini tidak mengurangi rasa kantukku

mataku sudah terasa berat

mungkin memang sebaiknya aku tidur saja

Some Pictures of Me in DC

Hello world !!

It have been so long since the last time I updated this blog, and now I don’t know why, I just want to stop by and reactivate this blog. Well, i still don’t know what I am going to post in this blog if I really going to update it regularly or whether I will have time between my homeworks to keep my blog updated or not, but all right I am here now, so here we go. I guess for now I just want to give you guys a little view of what am I actually have been doing lately in DC. So, take a look at some of my pictures ๐Ÿ™‚

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Hello Again :) Great News is HERE !!

Hello world ๐Ÿ™‚

It have been sooo long since the last time I updated this blog, right ? Almost a year already ! And there were so many things happened in this last one year. Many amazing stories are here, hehe ..

And the most awesome thing is that : I GOT MY AMERICAN HOST FAMILY AND SCHOOL ALREADY !! ๐Ÿ˜€

Is that mean that I am really going to United States Of America ? Yeah, I HOPE !! Now I am still doing many things about any required documents. And after everything is done, I will going to America on August 7th .. InsyaAllah ๐Ÿ™‚


And now, let me tell you about my host family.. Uhm, I don`t know where to start but I want to say at first that I do think my host family is AMAZING !! They are Awesome !! They live in Washington, DC. I will stay there with my host dad and host mom only. My host brother is live by himself already and my host sister is having work here in Indonesia. My host dad ever life in many country before he get back to USA and live in his current house. He speak fluent Korean and also speak Spanish, French, some Swahili, and used to speak some Portuguese, Japanese, Italian, and Russian too.
And ..

“Speak fluent Korean”

is the best part! I really do hope I could learn it from him and will get much better in Korean after I get back.. Oh , wish me luck to be a fast learner, please .. Hehe
Okay I think that`s all for now, hope I can do all I have to do well ๐Ÿ™‚ Fighting!!

Just Another Note

. Huwwaaa , , ,
. Dah bulan Agustus y ? .
. Kog cpet bnget sie , gag krasa . .
. Da bulan Agustus brarti da bnyak bnget krjaan yg mnanti , bnyak yg mesti cpet-cpet dslesain . .
. Huhhu , minggu-minggu full of work akan sgera datang . .

. Smuany dmulai bsog , , ,
. Workshop bwat nag” PED-C (Puspanegara English Debating Club) baru dari klas X . .
. Trus besog Kamis , prtemuan perdana nag-nag PUSREC – Puspanegara Research Community – baru . .
. Blum lagi bikin Workshop n Plantikan nag PUSREC , latihan debat , bikin essai , bikin karya tulis , bimbel , n masih banyaaaag laggi . .

. Huft , ,
. God , make me strong and dicipline enough to do anything well and on-time . .
. Hahha . . .

. For God shake , I am stress enough to wait the next afs test result . .
. Deu , wish me luck y friend . .